Sunday, October 18, 2009

yeah, going to have my own HOME...
Finally I'm Gonna hav my own home, but not my own room though...
but at least I got freedom... Gonna palace all my Gundam Babies
on the shelf!

Tomorrow I wonder wad Thong willll say... Sure Wad-Cad again!!LOL
I know miss teng vry disappointed in me, bo bian...
She the best teacher who try to motivate me...
but i hopeless and useless... Thx youmiss teng... I jus hope u can read this...
cus I kno I make u vry disappointed in me, bcus of my selfishness...
U r the best and caring teacher who cares about students
who r almost hopeless and dun giv up on them!!
U made me burst into tears using touching sentences...
but all I do is disappoint u,, all I do is make u frown...
Saying all this is all useless... but u still a teacher who really tries
her best in educating others...
I really wish to repeat the whole course again.. in-order not to disappoint others...
I reallly dun wan to see ppl get upset and give up hope on me... NOT ANYMORE
Lastly, I'm sorry... Miss teng... to disappoint u Greatly... I can do nothing but say sorry...

Ran-away from home for the 1st time...
Fresh and trilling Feel...
My mum quarreled with me friday afternoon... Whlie bringing some things to our new house
She slapped me, and spited on my face.. I was damn Angry and sadden that she did this to me...
She ask me leave her sight forever... I took her seriously
I gave a call to my HAO BRO, Daryl, i told him I need some storage space...
CAUSE I'M BEING KICKED OUT OF THE HOUSE
Then said ask me to stay over at his house for next few days...
I was fucking touched.. And burst into tears on the phone...
After work that night... I went back to prepare to runaway...
I took A small Luggage, three small Slingbags, a haversack and my DBSK CDs Etc...
Daryl Took me in for the night... Telling me to go back the next day
I told him I ard decided to live alone... jus need storage space...
he Persuaded me continuously to go back the following day,
Next morning, woke up and help him make salads, Pasta, And Failed Making the cake
Saw him quite sad abt it, Asked the party ppl to buy a cake, and apologized...
then later before going going to work, my mum ask me to get home immediatly..
I kept quiet and resisted and hang her call... then Daryl told me go back home straight first...
I carried almost everything back home, then my mum was like lying the on the bed somehow crying...
Then I was stupid enough to go and get some other clothes and started folding them..
then she asked me what am I trying to do... She said that since I'm so bold to do this, then get out now...
I replied "OKAY" She told me to Return the room keys,
I took them out and unhook them and placed them on the table,
She started scolding me again... Saying that I'm really trying to leave izzit?
Then i say "ya", Then I explained to her that since i cannot be what u really want, them I get out lorh,
And being a bad son... She threaten to burn my birth-cert, and passport... I said "Okay"
I finished packing most of the thing and before I left I thanked her for being a great mother for the past 16yrs..
then I carried everything and went out of the small cozy room that we stayed for the past one year...
Gave Daryl a Call saying my Mum chased me out of the room... I waited for him at the usual Stone-Table...
Saw Esther on the way... Went to his hse and rested there for another while before I went to work...
Told my Manager that I'll be late, Nearly Kana Warning letter, Damn YI hAO, But his a good Manager though...
Then sudden my mum smsed me saying to give her a call by four-Thirty... If not I need not call her anymore...
So I gave her a call... again... She tell me ' So WHAT NOW? You really don't want come back anymore??"
I said"Yeah... Then So what You Want Me do Now??'
"Now I want You to come back home straight, Then nothing will happen, I treat it as if nothing happened"
Then I went Back straight, and she was like treating as if nothing happened.. Then I burst Into tears...
I Cried While saying "it's not I dunwanna be a good boy, Is that I'm always making You angry... That's y...
Then she said NvrMind La, Over Ju over ard, Go bath then go new house la... , Then I end up taking leave from work...
DAMN sad about it, Edlyn was attached to my outlet... Hais... gODs SO unfair...
Then went to Daryl's Hse at about 10plus to collect my things... Thx Daryl alot, I owe him alot...
An measureble debt... My mum looked abit sad when She saw me safe and sound..
maybe she's happy that I'm safe bahh
Ah bee oso told me to go home.. lol
My mum warned me if this is gonna be the 1st time, Make it the last time...!!
This is m y 1st runaway from home... Mafan regina(my boss) alot, Sorry... my laopan ><



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