Hatred/Being Hated
Three days nvr post lers... I'm hav returned to a stage/situation where lots of ppl hates me... Hope this will not continue to a worst stage, I hav made my Ex-GF hate me, I made Jin-Hui hate me, N i made Grace Tan Xin Ya hate me... After the relationship, I realised many truths I did not realised! There are things that I do really made people hate me alot in the past, even now! I nvr learn... Even on the last day of sch... Can some1 jus teach me hw to be a better person? Mayb not... I need to learn myself, n upgrade myself to hav a better character...

Disaster/Tragedy
I hope Teresa would tok to me again, It really hurts when I saw her expression when she came out of the Mrt station... I followed her n held her wrist, but was strongly rejected by her, she told me to let go of her hand fierecly!! I was quite shock but I expected she would do that!! I wanted to ask what her brother meant by saying "That's not call break!!" I was so confused... I was ard determind to let go of this relationship, bt his few sentence of sms shocked me... But the truth oni became clear when I met Teresa again, it was a miracle to see her a again... for the last time!! She became more beautiful, n more mature during this 1 mth!! I will definately miss those days when we would say I love you... Hope the both of us will hav a happy ending with our love ones in future!!! I hav learnt many things...

Learning Journey Towards Being A Stylish Person!!
Man... I seriously hate my hair!! Shouldn't hav went to $10 cut at AMK Hub lor... sian... Thx to N levels... Now I need to wait for it to grow!!!Now I'm trying to read more magazines, to "Upgrade" my fashion knowledge!! Hehe...

Cute Cousins!!

No need for further explanation!!blabla...

Labels: Fashion, Love, Relationship, Style, Teresa

Cassiopeia of Dongbangshinki at 8:26 AM

Finnally Im Out Of A Cage!!Lol

Yah... Went out wit Friends Today, 1 after another... Yeppi~
Ying Hong, a long time no see friend... she oso stay near my block... so meet up wit her at botak jones then after tat go my hse! Thn let her use my comp... went to Novena United Square, she say ask me pei her go there 4her job interview, but we late... Haiz, damn guilty abt it. Thn treated her MacFlurry+extra Orea...


Catching A Movie After Months~Yeppo!!
Then pang sei her liao go Dolby Gauth to wait 4 Joy, she ask me to accompany her to watch movie(s){cus oni 1 movie dun need to put "s" ba?} I was sooo... HappY!! Finnally gt ppls ask me out 4 movies... The we walked to Cathay, but found out the show 9plus then start... So decided to go Orchard Cineleisure to catch the movie... But the movie in the beggining mostly tok abt girl stuff... but watch liao damn nice... Then we ordered two meals to cure our hunger and eat in the Cinema. Had a fun time wit her, toked 2 her alot... and finnaly~ I'm near mastering her unique English. Took pics together wit her toos~ hehe, hao lian to her my SM TOWN 08 ConcertTixs..
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Teresa... Am I Really Losing you?
Teresa's bro called... gave me a good lecture 4 breaking up wit his lovely sister... Thn he oso say I humji... Mayb I oso really Hum ba... Somewhere deep down in my heart wan patch back... But it's no up to me anymore... I've done something wrong and yet I wish 4 a patch? I alittle too tian zhen(naive) le ba, I think... All I can say is tat I still luv her vry much~...!

DBSK!!!!
Hahaha!! Finally I know how to create a playlist in Imeem...lol! i felt so stupid after i found out how to do it... Made a playlist of Mirotic Album... I wan the album soo much... Haiz.. Got to wait lor... sian

Labels: DBSK, Joy, Teresa, Ying Hong

Cassiopeia of Dongbangshinki at 12:38 PM

동방신기-지금처럼JiGumChoRom(Like Now) Lyrics

[Hero]
Busojin naui jagun gasumuro
Ijenun ne modun gosul marhal su isso
Sarange shijagul nege garuchyojun
Guderul dashi bonego shiphjin anha

[Max]
Hancham nege mojilgedo guldon negen
Nomuna gu dajonghedon ibyore mal
Ijen nado byonhesso gude obnun ginagin meirul
Huhoe obshi salsu issulka

[U-Know]
Girodon naui banghwange kuthul ijeya alge dwesso
(Nega jun) Gijog gathun sarang

[Xiah]
Jigumchoromman then I will never cry
To onjekaji ne mam soge nega salsu ige
Gochin sesang gu aneso uri kuthil sunun obso
I know that we're meant to be

Midul su obso nomuna darun achim
Nuntumyon narul gidarin tugbyorhan meil
Sewori hulloga gorie segi bakwil techum nan
Dashi usul su issulka

[Micky]
Algo inayo I've waited for you to share my nights forever
(So ever) ojig hansaramingol

[Hero]
Jigumchoromman then I will never cry
To onjekaji ne mam soge nega salsu ige
Gochin sesang gu aneso uri kuthil sunun obso
I know that we're meant to be

[Xiah]
Gude bal dahnun gose
Odirado nega hangsang soissulkoeyo

[Micky]
Manhun naldul nama

[Hero]
Ibyorun ajig irungol

[Micky]
Jigumchoromman then I will never cry

[Xiah]
To onjekaji ne mam soge nega sal su ige

[Hero]
Gochin sesang gu aneso uri kuthil sunun obso

[Max]
Ibyorun negen ajig irungol

[Hero]
Jigumchoromman then I will never cry
To onjekaji ne mam soge nega salsu ige
Gochin sesang gu aneso uri kuthil sunun obso
I know that we're meant to be

Labels: Like Now, Lyrics, 동방신기

Cassiopeia of Dongbangshinki at 1:10 PM

20th October:A day to remember in my love life~

The day Miss Teresa put me out of her featured Friends... Seems like I don't really deserve that love... I sent her a formal message, to tell her that I'm thankful 4 the past two months 4 loving me~ Shes the most beautiful stead I ever had, I don't really know what to do... I am lost in love...
I hope she will find someone better than me 100, 1000... times! And then I shall continue to face the reality of this cruel world... with people looking down on each-other... where pretty girls n cool guys hang out together~(Maybe I said too much, hahaha)

*My Emo song now is DBSK's 지금처럼 Ji Gum ChoRom(Like Now) Piano Version

SM TOWN LIVE'O8 IN BANGKOK Tickets Has Arrived!!! Yepii!!

Finally!! The countdown of SM TOWN LIVE'O8 IN BANGKOK Tickets has finally been mailed to me, yahoo~ But it's not the actual ticx(lol) Hope SKITH will get them asap~~~ I said ASAP!!


Mirotic Album!

Called SKITH's Hui to ask about Mirotic Album Orders, She say still taking in orders... BUT!! the price is now $3 more... Sian... I REALLY WANT THE MIROTIC ALBUM... Its too hot!!! SarangHe~동방.. 동방신기!!Hwating!!!

Lastly, I wish every single bad thing goes away~~PLS~~

Labels: CONCERT, DBSK, Mirotic, SKITH

Cassiopeia of Dongbangshinki at 12:12 PM

Dissapointment n Sads
Me n mummy today went HMV Heeren, but oni to find that the album is the Jap single Jumon-Mirotic!! Called Jessica(SKITH) asked her y lik tat? then she said, the person nvr tell her properly!! Toked abt SNSD wit her!!! Thn she kept cursing them, TaeYeon is innocent!!! but wad to do, haiz... Called Dear to say sry abt ytd, thn she kup my fone... mayb she dun wan to hear abt ytd the thing ba!? I still too inexperience to handle a relationship!! I'm still young, still hav long way to go!! I need to hang on to this relationship no-matter wat!!!

Happy Things
Hahaha, toked to Dong.Sae.Ng(Little sister 4 guys to call in korean), she tagged on my blog!! Yahhhh, Linked her, saw her blog post sayin abt dreaming of Shinee... Luv them too!! Hope they wil become the next DBSK!!! Went to watch Boa's America Debut Single "Eat You Up" in utube, saw bad comments n vry good comments too, but luv Boa 4eva... SHEs ME LUV!!(sarangHe, Boa)


4 4T1 people who view this n who hates me!! Pls dun gimme bad tags in my precious blog, IBEG Of EU, cus i dun wan to leave Pei Hwa wit bad memories! As long as we dun cross each others river, no bad thins will happen, so pls, refrain 4 viewing this blog if u hate me.. Wo men jing Sui bua fan he sui. i kno i may sound alittle sacastic saying all this crap, but hope u guys will excell in furture!! @@@ DARRENLIM, 4T1 2008

Labels: 4T1, BOA, DBSK

Cassiopeia of Dongbangshinki at 1:15 PM

Life
1 day nvr post ler, went out wit daddy last night to eat!! damn sian, mother keep complain abt me to my dad!! Thn my dad oso dun dare say anything.. lol
Thn she keep complaining & scolding nvr tok to me nicely, thn say Ilisten to her. haiz, 1 word "SIAN". but still got to get on wit life.

Relationship
Thn ytd made my stead angry!! she dunwam answer my call, her bro called said she emotional cut herself againn!! I'm told the bro i was the one to blame... Haiz, 2008 not good yr!! Many things i wished 4 came true!! but things I didn't wish 4 oso came along together(lol) haven seen her in a mth, wish to see her again...

東方神起's Spell-Mirotic
FINALLLY!! 18 Oct, the day I fall into 東方神起's spell@@I want them! I'm crazy 4 them! And I cant break out of that spell!!AHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhHHHHHHH
They got me~~~` Under their skin!!!!
I'm going HVM to grab their 4th album today!! I feel lik I'm in heaven
I missed the pre-order together wit Singapore's 東方神起 fan group SKITH(神 起 IN THE HOUSE) I wish every1 would appreciate 東方神起's hardwork n music!! they're a group which made music worth to listen!! Tri-angle, Rising Sun, "O"-정.반.합.(正.反.合.), and now!! Mirotic!!!
I really luv them no matter how thing change n how poor or how rich I will be in future!! I will still collect their albums till I leave this world!!! Sarang-he, 동방신기/東方神起/Dong Bang Shin Ki! See u guys in Bangkok SM Festival!!

Labels: family, 동방신기, 東方神起

Cassiopeia of Dongbangshinki at 7:12 PM

Wad a boring life,
I am lonely(although i hav some frens)
i'm not charming(cus i look in the mirror everyday)
I hav a girlfren(but i can't see her all the time)
I luv TVXQ/TongFangShenQi/DongBangShinKi(but nt bcus i'm gay n nt bcus i lik the same genderr!!!)
I hate ppl who says TVXQ/TongFangShenQi/DongBangShinKi is gay(bcus they R NOT!!{EXCEPT 4 DARYL FONG WEI KIA}

Will i change in the upcomming days, i lived my secondary life being hated bt some idiots, but i feel left out somehow(lol) I wish ITE will be a better place to study in. no more bullies, no more looking down on each-other.

Although I hav more frens ard, but wish to kno more good ppl!(:
TO PPL WHO READ THIS POST: THIS is my 1st tym blogging, sry if is lame etc, but i jus lik to say wad i want to say here, cus its my place of zen!!, Luv dongbang, and luv Teresa!!!

Cassiopeia of Dongbangshinki at 12:23 AM